I am extremely stressed right know. I have finals coming up. My family situation is growing tense. I miss my mom, sister, and dad. I have a fairly new job and they just cut my hours. My income keeps lowering. I still live with my sister and brother in law who have two kids. My sister is constanly mad at me for something I did wrong. My test in math haven't been turning out the way I had hoped. I wish I lived on my own. I worry about my mom and her going through the divorce with my father. They had been married for 32 years. Then my father had to do the unthinkable. Its hard to go see mom and not see him. Sometimes I wish he wasn't around any more. I guess I still have some resentment left in me. I just resently lost my aunt Debbie and I didn't get to go to her funeral. I feel guilty about that. I haven't seen my grandparents in a long time. I guess I need to get back on my medication. I believe I'm getting depressed again. I should of never got off my medicine, but I ran out. I have no insurance to pay for it and I have no money. Usually if I talk about what is bothering me it helps alot. I'm scared college isn't going to work out. I guess I need more encouragement. I can do this, I can succeed. My life will work out the way its supposed too. I feel better now. Thanks for listening.